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Ambivalence

Nakauwi na ako sa Cotabato. Balik sa normal na buhay. Mamimiss ko ang Davao. As in. The long rides, yung tipong nakakatulog ako sa jeep/taxi kapag may pinupuntahan. Yung confusing routes, na mas pipiliin ko na lang minsang magtaxi para hindi mawala sa city. Yung patayan sa sakayan kasi paunahan. Mga driver na nakakabadtrip dahil kahit alam nilang wala ng maupuan, basta kulang pa sa bilang ng pasahero, ipagsisiksikan. Yung traffic lights na tahimik na nagpapalit ng ilaw pero minumura ng mga driver. Aun! Madami pa. Yung lugar na araw-araw kong dinadaan for three long months. Yung 6-floor building na araw-araw kong inaakyat para sa review, yung mga co-reviewers ko, ang lecturers and funny staff. Yung tablemates ko na share-share hindi lang sa pagkain kundi pati na rin sa sagot during mastery exams. Yung mga kilig moments na hindi mapapantayan. All good things come to an end. Ganun? Hahaha. Matagal naman siguro akong makakabalik maliban na lang kung maisipan kong maghanap ng trabaho habang nag-aantay ng result ng board exams. Hahay

Pero syempre, masaya ako at nakauwi na. Namimiss ko na si Papa, Mama, at mga kapatid ko. Si Juan at Meetot na aso at pusa. Yung malaking kama at malamig na kwarto. Yung unlimited internet. Haha.

Sobrang nag-enjoy talaga ako sa Davao. But it’s not my place. So, move on. Haha.

Thoughts Last July 4, 2011: Separation Anxiety and Withdrawal

I didn’t wake up early this morning because I knew that there’s no review. Review was done the moment we finished our board exams. I know it’s depressing because after 3 months, I have to stop doing the routine - waiting a jeepney that took a lifetime, riding a jeepney on a smoke-everywhere road, climbing a six-floor building while catching my breath just to attend the review, answering lots of hundred-question exam, fighting the feeling of being sleepy during long lectures, laughing over our lecturers’ jokes, opening our lunchboxes like were little, doing the grab-your-license chant and most of all, seeing same angelic faces everyday.

It’s sad how everything should end like this. This is something I’m not exaggerating. You can’t blame me for treating those new people like special. I mean, I’m happy that I was able to survive the three long months, took the exam that will define my future and will be able to go back home, but goodbye is something I am afraid of. I made new friends, shared cute and hilarious moments, learned a lot, and all of these will become a part of my past. Habit is something hard to change. You see same people everyday and all of a sudden, you can’t. And you can do nothing about it but to remember those times when you’re still together. I know that this feeling will pass but I will never forget that once in my I had friends and I call them ANGELS. I miss you Angels :)


Drama Review: God of Study

At last, I have finished watching this Korean drama and as expected, I do like it. Though this one was different from others I have watched because this drama was about school. Yes, SCHOOL! The cruelty of life as an adolescent, surviving a life without parents and with parents who don't even support you, the pressure from teachers, books and exams, facing your fears, taking risks, being optimistic, meeting people who would change your life for better, the struggle to meet true friends and the first heart break. These sum up the story. And don't forget the exciting twists of the drama and lesson you will learn while watching it.

One of the many things I love about this drama was that letting me realized that we don't study to go to known schools, nor to be recognized by others but we go to school to learn about life, to know how to overcome hardships, to meet people you wouldn't expect changing your life and eventually to realize what we really want and pursuing it because we like it, not because it was imposed by our parents or other people around us. To reach our dream which really makes us happy and to realize our capabilities because of the problems we're encountering each day.

Kyaaa~! :))