The moment I got the chance to see your face, that's the exact time I can define HAPPINESS :)

I've been feeling depressed for the past few days for some known and unknown reasons. As possible, I didn't want to talk to anybody at school and want to go straight in my bed and sleep the moment I got home. I'm too anxious about taking the board examination this July. Yes, it's still months away but I'm aware that time flies very fast. Also, I think I'm having a pre-graduation depression. Hahaha. And there are things which bug me to death. Things I can't forget, things that won't allow me to grin. Hayy. Life's been tough this past days. And I can't seemed to find reasons that will help me to recover those smiles and laughter I have thrown away for awhile. But of course, I'm doing my best to feel okay since I can't survive a day being so negative. Hmm.

And today, I think it's getting better. I woke up this morning having no heavy feelings. School's been good and so as the people around me. Hahaha. My mood was pretty good, I was able to tell jokes and share stories again. I find the topic in our review interesting and even got right answers when we were asked some questions. Good vibes, eh? But I really hoped to see someone to fully uplift my mood. Hahaha. And I was reciting the chant again that will make the person I want to see appear in front of me. Too childish! I actually learned that thing from one of the Korean drama I saw. Hehehe. And yes, as expected, I saw him after class. Hehe. It's not the first time that I was able to prove the chant's effectiveness. Hahahaha.

Anyway, this isn't a best day but at least, it wasn't bad. Yehey! Thanks to my good vibes fairies :)

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Late post about my February 14 :)

February 14 has always been an ordinary day for me. Though I expect some special things to happen, I'm not that sure.

Last Feb 14 was decided. I have to go to school earlier than the required time to buy a cake for our group. Everyone in the group decided to treat ourselves this valentine's day. And it's too sweet to have a cake in this occasion. Teehee! Anyway, we're waiting for our clinical instructor to come. My groupmates were sitting at the other table browsing the net. And me, sitting alone in the red table playing with the red, heart-shaped balloon I have received from a friend. Gaaah! I'm suffering from an awkward feeling when it's valentine's day and having a moment alone. Naaah! Nothing's serious. I just sat by myself since there were no empty sit at the other table. Okei? But honestly, I prayed quietly that somehow, God will let me see him even for just a second. Ohhh please! Hahahaha.

We're about to go when I noticed someone who's familiar. And there he was, walking passed by me and haven't seen his face since I was busy doing whatsoever I can't remember. Booyaah! Unlucky me! And when he passed again I was inside the van and my groupmates kept calling him and greeted him a happy valentine's day. I turned red and can't help but smile. At least, goal was partially met, saw him but not his face. Hahahaha.

Travel. Travel. Travel.

When we arrived at Midsayap, I was feeling unwell. So, I lied down, I was holding my phone and hoped to receive a message from him. My phone beeped but to my disappointment, it was not him. So, I closed my eyes and took a nap before the orientation with our CI started. My phone beeped again and my heart almost jumped outside my chest when I saw the name of the sender. Waaaaaah! And I hurriedly got off from bed and announced it to my groupmates. I felt nervous that's why it took me a thousand year to open the message. Hahahaha. I opened it with my eyes half closed. It was just a simple Valentine greetings but it means so much to me. He made that ordinary day special, the one I can't forget. We exchanged messages for a short period of time and I didn't expect him to be that gabby. I was sooooo ecstatic! I was smiling all the time. Shizz! :)

At 6pm, we went to the hospital to have our duty. And eventually went back to our boarding house at past 9pm because other school owned the schedule :| Our CI gave us an alternative activity to be submitted at exactly 12mn O.O And because we're genius, we finished the task before 12mn. Hahahaha. Joking at the genius thingy :p

My groupmates and I celebrated the last minutes of February 14. We had our picture-taking and ate the cake until nothing's left. Hahaha.

I really enjoyed my Heart's Day. Suuupeeeer! :)

Labels: a2 loves, apple, happiness, life, love, personal

January 22, 2011

• I woke up early, prepared myself and went to school to attend a seminar about Critical Care Nursing. It was pretty interesting but I ended up chatting with my seatmate during the half of the seminar. The seminar went well and decided to go home.
• No, not really to go straight home but I went out to buy some DVDs. But before that, a good friend of mine sent me a message to inform me that APPLE was in the library. And because I’m this desperate-girl-who-would-do-all-just-to-see-this-cute-guy-she’s-been-stalking-for-months (that was a long adjective hahaha), I went to library and checked him there. And as an excuse, I even borrowed a book which at least caught my interest. Hmm. So, I saw him there and I was happy like a stupid 6th grade who topped the class for the first time of her life. :p
• Fai, Anne and I went to the hospital to look after our letter for our case finding. We waited for almost an hour, got back our letter and still can’t have a case finding since the letter was not yet completely signed by the training nurse of the hospital.
• There I saw meters away from me, this-cute-guy-I’ve-been-stalking-for-months walking in my direction. And I was faking a calm expression when deep inside I’m already hyperventilating. Hahaha. For exaggeration purposes only. :p No. No. No. He’s no Brad Pitt or Leonardo DiCaprio or some-totally-gorgeous-guy-who-can-make-tame-girls-go-wild. I’m super duper happy! :p
• Finished the Korean drama Mary Stayed Out All Night. Kyaa!~ It was a happy ending, of course. And though with long hair, I still love Jang Geun Suk.
• I watched Easy A and thumbs up for that movie. I love you Olive Penderghast! :))

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